Today was a really sad day. I miss you, and I love you. A lot a lot. No matter what. You'll always be my wannabe. )': I really really tried to be happy at abi's house today but it was like every hour I will remember what you said. I feel like I lost a part of myself too; that's how much you mean to me wannabeeee)::::::::: _ THAT GUY OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG (!!!!!!!!!!!!!) okay. out of system. Wannabe, YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG. Slap him back. Okay. okay. so in the morning BREKKIE W YUS, EM, JAYA, CLAUD, MAG, ABI (: <3 Ilhotcakes hehe. (reminds me of stumps, actually). then submit i&r yadayada... - insert emo period - abi's house: we baked cheesecakes!(: damn nice ones too, at that. omg srsly super delish. And we painted sherw's toenails(: we jacked him and told him if he washes off before one week is up, his nails will rot. HAHAHAHAHHA. I have a vid, and I told him if he lets me post it up, I will tell him how to remove the polish without rotting his nails. And he said, THINK I STUPID OR WHAT I WILL JUST GOOGLE IT. hahahaha loser. We watched PENELOPE which was argh!! as in, I like chickflicks, but srsly watching in a group is just very..idk, invasive into my privacy?!?! cos I want to be able to swoon privately and all..?! hahaha. We so should have watched taxi2 >:( anyway (: it was still nice (: we went for dinner after that and yeah back home; my throat rly buaydahan not sleeping tonight so I'm not going for sleepover. IT'S BEEN DAYSSSSSS OF SOUNDING LIKE AN EFFING TRANSVESTITE I'M QUITE READY TO FOREVER STOP TALKING. Omg. I realise now everything has a grey shade over it. Wannabe): I really really wish you were here with me so I could try to protect you ): omggggggggggggg Im going to cry. | 